You are confident when there is no looking back and feeling otherwise even after a decade.
Those frequent trips down memory lane and postmortem thoughts and “if only”s, “given a chance now” are signs of being diffident.
If you think this post is about confidence, then NO. This post is all about how, I always “looked back” and dream on facing the same events a million times and in million ways of handling it and evolve a winner every time.
I am one of those who gets tongue-tied when an argument gets heated up and I miss blowing my own horn, when I get the chance.
Now, “looking back”, I realize that I don’t possess the patience of a saint. During any conversation, I quite literally jump the gun and spill the beans and with no bolt from the blue factors, I become an easy prey for an opponent to gauge my reactions and as quick as a wink, they outwit me, discard me like an empty vessel blah blah…
This post is my two cents on being diffident and being idio(m)tic and utterly utterly bored to tears…
Cheerio…!
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